dimanche 16 février 2014

What keeps me going.

People involved in my treatment right now occasionally ask me what motivates me, what keeps my spirits up.



I still have a purpose in life. I had already stated it long before my diagnosis. I think I put it all down in one free-style challenge piece on a hip-hop site four years ago. The challenge was to do a freestyle on the theme "All I Need is One."



All I need is that one great spill of words

Whether lines of ink or a great oration

An adamantine-tipped missile cast with power

Cracking obdurate shells around minds

Letting light into the dungeons in which men dwell

Distilling the wisdom from all the Holy Books

From Torah to Gospels. Qur'an to Kitab-i-aqdas

Sri Upanishads to Tripitaka to Annalects of Confucius

One great argument against the corruption of the world.



I would not sit in learned uselessness and frustration

Wondering like Doctor Faust how the whole was hung together

But in a grand sermon/lecture tie the cosmos together

Making sense of the feelings calling the righteous to action

Throwing a lifeline to imperiled lost souls

Lighting a path to the end of the labyrinth of this world

Shattering thee illusion of walls and distance between us

In one great spill teaching the oneness of mankind

Exhorting all to the task that our Creator enjoined on us.



Months have become my enemy as I search for these words

Though the sands of time may grit in my joints I press onward

My purpose is clear as I approach the end of my sojourn

Though sinews atrophy my mind races onward searching still

When I face the judgment I want to hold my lamp high

Testifying that I never hid it

Passing the flame to other lamps along the way

My words shall be the works that testify to my faith.



All I need is that one great spill of words

All the treasure I need in this world or the next.





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