Other than trying to explain myself more effectively, at the moment I don't know what else to try. I'm going to include one of the only two blogs I've ever posted at the end of this and I'm hoping to accurately elaborate to possibly find the help or advice I need. I'll try to be brief. This all started for me back in 2005, since then I've been adjudicated insane and spent 20 months in a cage and almost 8 years on a leash. I won't elaborate on my numerous federal forensic psychiatric analysis, but the final diagnosis was that I have delusional disorder with grandiose and persecutory features. In a nutshell, after being drugged like a Clydesdale, persecuted, prosecuted,and imprisoned... I maintained my belief that our food supply is intentionally contaminated to suppress our minds and sicken our bodies, and at one point I believed the local authorities were 'out to get me'. It apparently didn't matter that I presented newspaper articles to justify my persecutory belief or that my entire family supported my delusions, that was their diagnosis and they stuck to it. The sheriff's dept settled out of court in my federal suit against them, but that's still what I'll be labelled as so I'm not running from it. Other than that I'm right as rain, but obviously the delusional disorder about our families being intentionally poisoned won't go away. Fortunately, other than a strongly worded email back in 2006, I have never shown signs of being a danger to myself or others so I came away with a few scars and labels with very little time in a cage. Other than being "mad" about our families being intentionally poisoned, I've been able to get away with being a pretty normal person. I was prosecuted in early 2007 for "soliciting to tamper with a consumer product". I sent the wrong person an email asking him to help me sling a D-8 turbocat on the ground and plow through the biggest crack and steroid factories in the world. For that mistake I have put my immediate family through hell and wound up in some pretty horrible situations as well. (No, I didn't get raped). Throughout all that time in silence, and pretty much since then, nothing has changed. I want to save the planet. I know, that sounds delusional, and more than likely it is... but is it more delusional than believing some ONE or someTHING will return here one day to rescue whoever ?? who knows.. and leave those who chose one of the other 4200 religious paths in life to fester in this cesspool? I think NOT. Saving the planet sounds like a much more rational pursuit, but for some reason that conversation doesn't exist.
I'm an extremely spiritual person, limited vocabulary and somewhat small minded, but extremely spiritual. I believe in God 100%. I believe God is love and I believe God should be infinite, but the concept of God most religions worship is an entity that eliminates infinite life on this Earth, for the most part. I'm not trying to stereotype or insult anyone for their beliefs. It's just that I believe in the Spirit of this Earth SO much, that I believe it's OUR responsibility to save it. To save THIS, our HOME.. Regardless what you believe in, whatever you give thanks and praise to for this miracle of life some of us are experiencing, if we are not intelligent enough to save our own home then common sense should tell you that humanity won't be blessed with another one to destroy. Ultimately we have on enemy, the devil. Unfortunately that's about as easy to define as love, because at this point 'evil' knows no bounds, and that spirit of lawless applies to every race and creed throughout the world. So it's hard to just come out and say 'this is the devil' and this is how you kill it, because you're referring to an entity that not only propagates but governs nearly every aspect of our daily lives. Other than the ugly faces attached to the names associated with the Illuminati, I can't really relate to whoever has the ability to call the shots on this planet. It looks and feels like they are driven to control through destruction, even to the point of self mutilation, and it's pathetic. I'm aware of Agenda 21 and the publicized posturing our government is doing to instigate or respond to the first opportunity to impose martial law. In Ronald Reagan's 1964 , A time for choosing speech, he said "We are at war with the greatest threat to ever face mankind from the swamps to the stars" (something close to that). The point is, we ARE at war! and not just with each other as people, there is a concerted effort in place to erase the American 'constitution' from this planet, because as Reagan also said, this IS the last stand on Earth. This free intelligent society, what's left of it, is the only thing that separates "unrestrained GREED" from dominating every single aspect of LIFE. Obviously this has been happening for years. I'm guessing the spirit that seeks to dominate humanity was here before the establishment of time. So, how do you go about killing the devil without starting a war? First you would have to understand the potential of simply pursing such a path, and understand your obstacles and limitations. In my opinion, in this world today, the devil can be identified at any of the many sources of lawless greed that results in death. I believe I have found an opportunity to put at least one aspect of that in check. Here's the deal, out of all the bad **** that's already happened in this world to people, the only thing that should be relevant is what WILL continue to happen to those people every single day if nothing is STOPPED. Tomorrow! I'm aware of approximately how many children squirm around in the dirt until they die of starvation every day, and I know at least a million times as much outrage was expressed in this gluttonous nation over Miley Cyrus twerking than the approx 1.5 million children who died of starvation since then. From my perspective, I am among the bottom dwellers. Not only because we have the most to loose and are doing the least to save ourselves or provide a future for our families, but in general, this nation has very little if any regard to the consequences of our choices upon others. And it's sad, our ignorance is blistering, and I'm just as guilty as the next person. The worst part is that so very few of U.S. are passionate about anything that doesn't effect them directly. The way I see it, if we don't use our moral constitution to do something to save ourselves, with the hopes of eventually helping "THEM", this society will be remembered as the plague of the world and our extermination probably won't be mourned by the rest of the planet. Sorry, let me get back to the point.
Let's say that hypothetically, WE have to provide a future for our children in this nation... nothing else in the world matters. Back to taming the devil. I don't think such a spirit can be defined as simple as "unrestrained greed" , but since that entity exist in so many different forms and sources throughout the world, when I say my goal is to kill the devil I mean I want to eliminate the ability for men of great power to do whatever they damn well please, regardless who suffers. One aspect where this is happening, is a two for one in Augusta Ga. The refinery that produces aspartame and posilac are literally attached at the hip to each other. You couldn't drive around one crack house without circling both. If you're unaware of the history and timeline concerning the approval process of those two drugs, just trust me... it's FAIR to call them crack and steroid factories. If by some miracle after you understand how these drugs were injected into our system by the billions of lbs, and the test results that led to their approval according to the FDA, and you don't think these drugs are deadly enough to stop...there are others to choose from. I'm really fond of this 2 for 1 opportunity :). What do I want to do? 8 years ago I wanted to be able to knock on their front doors with a D-8 turbocat before the truck hauling it in came to a stop. To see how big of a flare I could make out of that toxic sugar & milk factory and shut down their distribution process by any means necessary. It was a thought, I asked one person to help me, and severly paid the price. Obviously, or 'officially', that was crazy. My desire to strike back at the source of our families being intentionally poisoned is criminal and insane, according to the USG. Not saying I'm appreciative of the beating, but since then I've learned that anything worth pursuing that isn't peaceful, isn't worth pursuing. The only problem is, I need help. And finding others who are simple and rational enough to have an intelligent discussion of how to save our families in this nation first, has been futule. Ultimately this is about establishing a voice for humanity. Of all the things I've encountered from this extremely limited perspective, the best interest of women & children is not the driving force behind the decision making process throughout the 'industrialized' nations of the world. The devil pretty much rules, and the people effected by that unrestrained greed are seperated by faith mostly. If that self destructive process is to ever lead ANYONE towards the path of "salvation", wouldn't it include an entity that spoke for the best interest of women & children? That's all I want to create. Something that should have been transcending from beyond our invisible bonds to care as much about other children in this house, as most parents do about their own.
Like I said, I believe in God, She is part of and responsible for every fiber of my being. It's not that I don't care what else is "out there", or what may or may not have the ability to snap their fingers and create a replacement for this lost perfection. I believe there are people here who are intelligent enough to establish a voice that represents ALL, and so far it seems to be something that spiritual people can't respond to. So let's get down to it, my delusion of doing something peaceful to stop our families from being intentionally poisoned. Keep in mind that even if this stepping stone is pursued, it would instigate an extremely needed state of LEARNING concerning the contents of our pantries and mouths. If this is successful,, I don't know. I don't know what your limitations are when it comes to making an effort to save your own family. If I knew a bunch of smart people, I would see if they would be interested in pursuing something along the lines of delivering a "cease and desist" order the big crack and steroid factories on Lovers Ln. in Augusta Ga. When I say a bunch, I mean about 100-150 at the most. Pick an atrocity that's part of our undisputed documented history and promote the intention to make it STOP. In my opinion our food supply being intentionally poisoned by two massive chemical factories, now owned by Japaneese and German interest, is the first step towards defending this nation. So let's say establishing a voice for humanity is something you're capable of discussing, what is your ultimate goal? Mine would be to instigate some kind of scenario that would somehow turn the devil's source of science into a willing participant in this rescue/decontamination process.
I'm past the point of vengeance, but nobody I love has cancer yet so for the moment I'm free of seeing those dying faces our ignorance is responsible for. I've become skeptical of everything I read lately, but if you base your morals on the words of the supreme court or the CDC, vaccine manufacturers are not liable for damages and they are well known to kill people. I don't know for a fact if vaccinations are responsible for the increase in autism rates, or if GMO's are responsible for killing the bees. Due to my faith in the intelligence of science, I certainly believe that an 'un named' source of science is well aware of the results that pertain to this experimentaion of our minds and bodies. I'm not a historian but the way I see it the obvious experimentation of humans that took place during the Holocaust, has migrated and obtained the full authority of the USG. Exposing the truth behind that experiment and obtaining the cooperation of science on that level is delusional.. extremely far fetched to say the least. But I believe it IS something that could be pursued. And why not? What other goal is greater than establishing a voice for women & children with the cooperation of the only real entity with the ability to influence the SEED? If I had a small group of intelligent people who were willing to put their names and possibly lives on the line to demand an 'unbiased' forensic experiment of the effects of aspartame and posilac on rats and monkeys, while the distribution process of this extremely questionable DRUG is under investigation... I would show up with the proper paperwork and AUTHORITY to accomplish that ONE goal. My perception of authority would be in the form of at least 50 low boy's loaded with the biggest farm and construction machinery you can put on the road. Pretend you're a police force, with the right and authority to first announce your intention to 'suspend' their operation, with the physical ability to disable even the biggest crack and steroid plant in the world. What are the consequences of forming such a group? Is there any unopposed effort to stop our families from being poisoned in this country or saving the planet? To me, one thing could very well lead to the other. I don't know what the problem if my suggestion to stop a machine with machines is too 'radical'. If done right, I don't believe the need to break the law or damage USG protected property would ever be necessary. Expressing the intention to pursue change, a voice for women & children with that much AUTHORITY... I don't see where you can fall short.
I won't cry about all the people I've addressed personally in person or online hoping to understand how I can explain myself better. I believe we have an opportunity to turn chicken **** into chicken salad. Most of the religious world is convinced that can be done but for some reason they also believe someONE or someTHING else is responsible for doing it for them. All we have to do is establish a voice. A voice that seeks to represent the Earth and every life upon it, and I perceive an effort to stop this nation from being intentionally poisoned is our stepping stone. I know my thoughts are somewhat scattered here, but considering the consequences of my previous written expressions I've said a lot. If you are interested understanding more about my desires and intentions, please read this blog and RESPOND to me, PLEASE!
http://thisisasimplesolutionforyou.b...1_archive.html
I'm an extremely spiritual person, limited vocabulary and somewhat small minded, but extremely spiritual. I believe in God 100%. I believe God is love and I believe God should be infinite, but the concept of God most religions worship is an entity that eliminates infinite life on this Earth, for the most part. I'm not trying to stereotype or insult anyone for their beliefs. It's just that I believe in the Spirit of this Earth SO much, that I believe it's OUR responsibility to save it. To save THIS, our HOME.. Regardless what you believe in, whatever you give thanks and praise to for this miracle of life some of us are experiencing, if we are not intelligent enough to save our own home then common sense should tell you that humanity won't be blessed with another one to destroy. Ultimately we have on enemy, the devil. Unfortunately that's about as easy to define as love, because at this point 'evil' knows no bounds, and that spirit of lawless applies to every race and creed throughout the world. So it's hard to just come out and say 'this is the devil' and this is how you kill it, because you're referring to an entity that not only propagates but governs nearly every aspect of our daily lives. Other than the ugly faces attached to the names associated with the Illuminati, I can't really relate to whoever has the ability to call the shots on this planet. It looks and feels like they are driven to control through destruction, even to the point of self mutilation, and it's pathetic. I'm aware of Agenda 21 and the publicized posturing our government is doing to instigate or respond to the first opportunity to impose martial law. In Ronald Reagan's 1964 , A time for choosing speech, he said "We are at war with the greatest threat to ever face mankind from the swamps to the stars" (something close to that). The point is, we ARE at war! and not just with each other as people, there is a concerted effort in place to erase the American 'constitution' from this planet, because as Reagan also said, this IS the last stand on Earth. This free intelligent society, what's left of it, is the only thing that separates "unrestrained GREED" from dominating every single aspect of LIFE. Obviously this has been happening for years. I'm guessing the spirit that seeks to dominate humanity was here before the establishment of time. So, how do you go about killing the devil without starting a war? First you would have to understand the potential of simply pursing such a path, and understand your obstacles and limitations. In my opinion, in this world today, the devil can be identified at any of the many sources of lawless greed that results in death. I believe I have found an opportunity to put at least one aspect of that in check. Here's the deal, out of all the bad **** that's already happened in this world to people, the only thing that should be relevant is what WILL continue to happen to those people every single day if nothing is STOPPED. Tomorrow! I'm aware of approximately how many children squirm around in the dirt until they die of starvation every day, and I know at least a million times as much outrage was expressed in this gluttonous nation over Miley Cyrus twerking than the approx 1.5 million children who died of starvation since then. From my perspective, I am among the bottom dwellers. Not only because we have the most to loose and are doing the least to save ourselves or provide a future for our families, but in general, this nation has very little if any regard to the consequences of our choices upon others. And it's sad, our ignorance is blistering, and I'm just as guilty as the next person. The worst part is that so very few of U.S. are passionate about anything that doesn't effect them directly. The way I see it, if we don't use our moral constitution to do something to save ourselves, with the hopes of eventually helping "THEM", this society will be remembered as the plague of the world and our extermination probably won't be mourned by the rest of the planet. Sorry, let me get back to the point.
Let's say that hypothetically, WE have to provide a future for our children in this nation... nothing else in the world matters. Back to taming the devil. I don't think such a spirit can be defined as simple as "unrestrained greed" , but since that entity exist in so many different forms and sources throughout the world, when I say my goal is to kill the devil I mean I want to eliminate the ability for men of great power to do whatever they damn well please, regardless who suffers. One aspect where this is happening, is a two for one in Augusta Ga. The refinery that produces aspartame and posilac are literally attached at the hip to each other. You couldn't drive around one crack house without circling both. If you're unaware of the history and timeline concerning the approval process of those two drugs, just trust me... it's FAIR to call them crack and steroid factories. If by some miracle after you understand how these drugs were injected into our system by the billions of lbs, and the test results that led to their approval according to the FDA, and you don't think these drugs are deadly enough to stop...there are others to choose from. I'm really fond of this 2 for 1 opportunity :). What do I want to do? 8 years ago I wanted to be able to knock on their front doors with a D-8 turbocat before the truck hauling it in came to a stop. To see how big of a flare I could make out of that toxic sugar & milk factory and shut down their distribution process by any means necessary. It was a thought, I asked one person to help me, and severly paid the price. Obviously, or 'officially', that was crazy. My desire to strike back at the source of our families being intentionally poisoned is criminal and insane, according to the USG. Not saying I'm appreciative of the beating, but since then I've learned that anything worth pursuing that isn't peaceful, isn't worth pursuing. The only problem is, I need help. And finding others who are simple and rational enough to have an intelligent discussion of how to save our families in this nation first, has been futule. Ultimately this is about establishing a voice for humanity. Of all the things I've encountered from this extremely limited perspective, the best interest of women & children is not the driving force behind the decision making process throughout the 'industrialized' nations of the world. The devil pretty much rules, and the people effected by that unrestrained greed are seperated by faith mostly. If that self destructive process is to ever lead ANYONE towards the path of "salvation", wouldn't it include an entity that spoke for the best interest of women & children? That's all I want to create. Something that should have been transcending from beyond our invisible bonds to care as much about other children in this house, as most parents do about their own.
Like I said, I believe in God, She is part of and responsible for every fiber of my being. It's not that I don't care what else is "out there", or what may or may not have the ability to snap their fingers and create a replacement for this lost perfection. I believe there are people here who are intelligent enough to establish a voice that represents ALL, and so far it seems to be something that spiritual people can't respond to. So let's get down to it, my delusion of doing something peaceful to stop our families from being intentionally poisoned. Keep in mind that even if this stepping stone is pursued, it would instigate an extremely needed state of LEARNING concerning the contents of our pantries and mouths. If this is successful,, I don't know. I don't know what your limitations are when it comes to making an effort to save your own family. If I knew a bunch of smart people, I would see if they would be interested in pursuing something along the lines of delivering a "cease and desist" order the big crack and steroid factories on Lovers Ln. in Augusta Ga. When I say a bunch, I mean about 100-150 at the most. Pick an atrocity that's part of our undisputed documented history and promote the intention to make it STOP. In my opinion our food supply being intentionally poisoned by two massive chemical factories, now owned by Japaneese and German interest, is the first step towards defending this nation. So let's say establishing a voice for humanity is something you're capable of discussing, what is your ultimate goal? Mine would be to instigate some kind of scenario that would somehow turn the devil's source of science into a willing participant in this rescue/decontamination process.
I'm past the point of vengeance, but nobody I love has cancer yet so for the moment I'm free of seeing those dying faces our ignorance is responsible for. I've become skeptical of everything I read lately, but if you base your morals on the words of the supreme court or the CDC, vaccine manufacturers are not liable for damages and they are well known to kill people. I don't know for a fact if vaccinations are responsible for the increase in autism rates, or if GMO's are responsible for killing the bees. Due to my faith in the intelligence of science, I certainly believe that an 'un named' source of science is well aware of the results that pertain to this experimentaion of our minds and bodies. I'm not a historian but the way I see it the obvious experimentation of humans that took place during the Holocaust, has migrated and obtained the full authority of the USG. Exposing the truth behind that experiment and obtaining the cooperation of science on that level is delusional.. extremely far fetched to say the least. But I believe it IS something that could be pursued. And why not? What other goal is greater than establishing a voice for women & children with the cooperation of the only real entity with the ability to influence the SEED? If I had a small group of intelligent people who were willing to put their names and possibly lives on the line to demand an 'unbiased' forensic experiment of the effects of aspartame and posilac on rats and monkeys, while the distribution process of this extremely questionable DRUG is under investigation... I would show up with the proper paperwork and AUTHORITY to accomplish that ONE goal. My perception of authority would be in the form of at least 50 low boy's loaded with the biggest farm and construction machinery you can put on the road. Pretend you're a police force, with the right and authority to first announce your intention to 'suspend' their operation, with the physical ability to disable even the biggest crack and steroid plant in the world. What are the consequences of forming such a group? Is there any unopposed effort to stop our families from being poisoned in this country or saving the planet? To me, one thing could very well lead to the other. I don't know what the problem if my suggestion to stop a machine with machines is too 'radical'. If done right, I don't believe the need to break the law or damage USG protected property would ever be necessary. Expressing the intention to pursue change, a voice for women & children with that much AUTHORITY... I don't see where you can fall short.
I won't cry about all the people I've addressed personally in person or online hoping to understand how I can explain myself better. I believe we have an opportunity to turn chicken **** into chicken salad. Most of the religious world is convinced that can be done but for some reason they also believe someONE or someTHING else is responsible for doing it for them. All we have to do is establish a voice. A voice that seeks to represent the Earth and every life upon it, and I perceive an effort to stop this nation from being intentionally poisoned is our stepping stone. I know my thoughts are somewhat scattered here, but considering the consequences of my previous written expressions I've said a lot. If you are interested understanding more about my desires and intentions, please read this blog and RESPOND to me, PLEASE!
http://thisisasimplesolutionforyou.b...1_archive.html
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